What Is A Friend?

A friend is someone that you hold dear,
Someone who will always be there to hear,
The good the bad your dreams and your fears,
When your at your best or shedding a tear;
A friend is someone you feel comfortable around,
Someone who you trust when you are lost to be found.
The anger the pain the hurt and the sound,
When your slipping and falling and crash to the ground;
A friend is someone who will always be there,
Someone who you know will unconditionally care,
The moments the memories the unfortunate the unfair,
A true friend is hard to come by it's true,
Someone who truly cares when you are blue,
The times you fell, you walked, and you flew,
Then I found one of these friends in YOU.......

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Sometimes

today, yesterday, tomorrow. Sometime, I
have to admit inside I’m still a child.
The world goes on unaware.
Pain, I hide as an adult, inside.
As a child, eyes open wide,
filled with tears. I sigh.
I feel as though the child inside,
has died. Killed by the adult
I’m forced to be, wishing to
be the child, hidden inside of me.

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Looking Inside My Heart

When I look inside my heart,
I see the special place that has been
touched by some one warm and true.
When you look inside your heart
The beat you feel is love,
the sound it makes call out for someone,
Someone to love you. When we look inside our
hearts together we will see all the answers
to life lies within our reach.

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Pain Unheard

Drowing in desire, aggression unexplained.
Just a hint of depression, that is yet to be seen.
A smile on my face, yet my heart it feels so cold.
Like a dagger of ice, had beem thrust so bold.
So many years, such a tender age.
Now the wound that is opened,
Is there to this day. Will it be ever be gone?
Will it ever be ok? Will I ever forgive myself,
For the ever growing pain? The tears they flow,
In silence so pure. Will anyone ever ever know,
the pain I endure?

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Hurt

Why does it hurt so badly when I breathe?
Why did he do what he did to me?
Why am I wearing my heart on my sleeve?
Why do I feel like I want to pack it up and leave?
My heart is torn inside out and I can't bear the pain.
It's put my life from the fast to the slow lane, I've changed.
I feel as if my sun is gone down and I'm standing in the rain.
Wish I could change my name and become someone happy in love.
Wish that God would come to my side and support my legs to get up.
Wish my eyes would cheer up and stop sagging like a lost pup.
Wish I could push on to the future without thoughts of breaking up.
Should I throw in the towel and just end it all and fall to my death.
Maybe if I could cheat and get back at him, I'll gain back my respect.
But is it respect or the fact that he didn't care for my feelings?
My heart is slowly healing, but pain is bleeding.
Look down at my feet and I see a river of pain that runs deeply.
Close my eyes and take my mind to a deep sleep and wake to eternity.
Have I earned myself a "hot seat" from my suicidal tendency?
I'm not that weak, so lay to sleep and wake to reality. I'm just HURT.

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Sharing My Love

I tried to find the words to say I Love You
Or begin to say how very much I care
But every time I tried to write these feelings
The thoughts just seemed to vanish in the air
So I told myself to capture these emotions
And put them in a safe place for a while
Until the time was perfect for revealing
My love for you in a most romantic style
Love I swear I did my best to catch them
Yet for all my efforts I only caught a few
So here they are
Starting with my favourite I Love You.

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Images Of You

Images of you
flowing through my mind
reflections of happy days gone by
wanting to see your face
but knowing that you're in a better place
is enough to bring a tear drop to my eye
you see, I never knew that a pain could hurt so bad
or how much I would miss the time we spent together
but you know what hurts the most inside sadly
is that 'til now, I did not know how much you meant
loneliness it is a pain that stems from deep inside
it is the one thing in your life of which you cannot hide
and the only cure for loneliness that I've found to be true
is when I close my eyes and see images of you.

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You For Me

When we first met, it was then I knew
It was You for me and I for You.
And throughout the years my love has grown
Despite the problems that we have known.
Now that we have been apart
It's clear how much you're in my heart.
The agony of being away
grows more witin me everyday.
I know that soon we'll be together
But now, apart, this storm we weather
I wait for sun to shine again
Down on me and my very best friend.
I'm glad we're going through life together
Could there ever be another? Never.
For when we first met, it was then I knew
It was You for Me and I for You.

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Tomorrow

Tomorrow is not promised us
So, let us take today and make the very most of it,
the once we pass this way.
Just speak aloud the kindly thought
and do the kindly deed, and try to see and understand
some fellow - creature's need.
Tomorrow is not promised us,
'nor any other day so, let us make the most of it
the once we pass this way.

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